Category: Life

Nurse in Progress.

For someone that came out of one of the toughest years of her life, I must say I am pretty proud of myself for pushing through. The struggle of feeling left down, unconfident in my abilities, and personal struggle led me to believe I wasn’t worthy of good things. That because of all my struggle […]

The Empty Space.

This is going to be a long and heartfelt post to someone who once loved me and now won’t even talk to me. Take it as part open letter to them, even though they could care less, but also as a letter to me trying to piece together everything that’s happened over the past few […]

The Fourth.

To be honest, i’m not sure where I am or how i’m doing these days. Everything kind of just seems likes its a haze. Sometimes I have a lot of emotions, little energy and no concentration. Other days i’m on fire, completely engaged in everything and able to focus on what I need to do. […]

One More Day.

Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever? If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back. – Mitch […]

Where are you now?

I’ve spent the last week feeling sick not only mentally but emotionally and physically. I am officially exhausted dealing with everything. On some level it makes me angry. Angry that someone who said that they cared about what was going on could simply walk away and dust their hands off just like that. That it […]

Radio Silence.

Recently, I’ve made mistakes and said some silly things. I’ve made some rash decisions and used some choice words. But just because I do that, I always have that bit of hope that things would be different. That when I said I didn’t want them there, that I was done, or that it was too […]

Sorry.

What do you do when someones words speak different from their actions? When they tell you they don’t care about you, your situation, or wanting to know what’s going on or having anything to do with you. But yet a few days later they want to know what’s going on and how things went. I […]

Roles and Responsibility, Where is the Line?

It’s been a pretty rough weekend, been feeling pretty sick, sore, stressed, and have had no energy to do anything. Finally today, I have some strength to focus on things and hopefully try to be productive for the busy week I have coming up. A few days ago a close friend sent me a link […]