Category: Life

Sorry.

What do you do when someones words speak different from their actions? When they tell you they don’t care about you, your situation, or wanting to know what’s going on or having anything to do with you. But yet a few days later they want to know what’s going on and how things went. I […]

Roles and Responsibility, Where is the Line?

It’s been a pretty rough weekend, been feeling pretty sick, sore, stressed, and have had no energy to do anything. Finally today, I have some strength to focus on things and hopefully try to be productive for the busy week I have coming up. A few days ago a close friend sent me a link […]

The Harsh Truth.

Have you ever used the “I’m too busy” excuse to avoid someone you felt you couldn’t see or something you didn’t want to do? Or were you actually busy? I think with friendships or even any relationship, there are code words we use with each other instead of just being direct, because we don’t want […]

Things I Wish To Say.

It has been several months since everything unfolded. Although I realize that your journey has seemingly gone on without me, I honestly anticipated that by now, that you would have paused to reach out and provide something to help deal with everything and not just leaving me with questions and for the longest time, no closure. […]

Being Left To Pick Up the Pieces.

I thought things would be different this time. I thought I wouldn’t be put in a position where I didn’t have to deal with things alone again. That their promise to do differently this time around meant something. Why am I the one left to pick up the pieces and left to clean up things […]

Contentment and Anxiety.

Finally, a new theme I am absolutely digging right now. As my blog continues to expand and become more visited it’s an exciting step to take. It’s nice finally being able to have my own domain and have a theme in which I finally enjoy looking at on all the formats (ex. computer, tablet, and […]

The Feeling of Being Let Down.

I guess I shouldn’t be shocked to be let down time and time again. I could use the time to focus on my life and what I need to do, but I can’t. I can’t focus with what’s been said and done. I could be focusing on writing my test tomorrow, but instead I have […]

To the Girl that Replaces Me.

An open letter to the girl who replaces me. I love him still, but that doesn’t mean I choose to hate you. I’ve been trying so hard to understand why life and love sometimes don’t match up. I guess you fit into his life and I didn’t, and I have to slowly work to accept […]

Wishful Thinking.

Don’t lie to me, that’s all I ever asked for. I wanted to know so bad that he understood that, how much it hurt to be lied to. Like I wasn’t deserving of the truth. Two years of knowing and loving someone. Lying to my face makes me feel like i’m deserving of those lies. Sometimes […]

Saying Goodbye.

This is going to be a pretty emotional post for me to try to write out. I spent yesterday with a close friend who has been grieving not only the loss of the relationship with let’s call him LJ that ended over the summer, but also her grief of having gone through an abortion. She […]