Tag: breaking up

Small Steps.

Today I finally was able to see a psychiatrist after waiting a couple months for this appointment. It’s really sad to think to gain access to such an important resource it takes booking months in advance to see one. To be honest, it was not what I had expected. Aside from taking my health history […]

One More Day.

Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever? If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back.   – […]

Where are you now?

I’ve spent the last week feeling sick not only mentally but emotionally and physically. I am officially exhausted dealing with everything. On some level it makes me angry. Angry that someone who said that they cared about what was going on could simply walk away and dust their hands off just like that. That it […]

The Harsh Truth.

Have you ever used the “I’m too busy” excuse to avoid someone you felt you couldn’t see or something you didn’t want to do? Or were you actually busy? I think with friendships or even any relationship, there are code words we use with each other instead of just being direct, because we don’t want […]

Finding Yourself.

There are holes inside each of us that long to be filled. Needs that we desire to have met. For by filling the void, we don’t have to feel the emptiness that resides there after losing someone you loved. The hole can represent the need to seek approval, the yearn for someones affection, one that needs […]

To the Girl that Replaces Me.

An open letter to the girl who replaces me. I love him still, but that doesn’t mean I choose to hate you. I’ve been trying so hard to understand why life and love sometimes don’t match up. I guess you fit into his life and I didn’t, and I have to slowly work to accept […]