Tag: heartbreak

Gasping for Air.

Sometimes I just sit there and feel my chest tighten up and feel like I can’t breathe anymore, like i’m completely gasping for air. The feeling like I have to hyper-ventilate. Tears streaming down my face. Like someone is reaching into my chest and ripping out my insides. Today I let go of someone I […]

The Empty Space.

This is going to be a long and heartfelt post to someone who once loved me and now won’t even talk to me. Take it as part open letter to them, even though they could care less, but also as a letter to me trying to piece together everything that’s happened over the past few […]

One More Day.

Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever? If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back.   – […]

Radio Silence.

Recently, I’ve made mistakes and said some silly things. I’ve made some rash decisions and used some choice words. But just because I do that, I always have that bit of hope that things would be different. That when I said I didn’t want them there, that I was done, or that it was too […]

Sorry.

What do you do when someones words speak different from their actions? When they tell you they don’t care about you, your situation, or wanting to know what’s going on or having anything to do with you. But yet a few days later they want to know what’s going on and how things went. I […]

The Harsh Truth.

Have you ever used the “I’m too busy” excuse to avoid someone you felt you couldn’t see or something you didn’t want to do? Or were you actually busy? I think with friendships or even any relationship, there are code words we use with each other instead of just being direct, because we don’t want […]